Well done on investigating more about Autism. It can be worrying as it’s a word with lots of connitations, but knowing more about it can be both rewarding and less stressful.
Autism has very different resources depending on your country, so some articles will be country specific and we’ve tried to put a selection of those in country specific pages.
One step may be to look into more online resources or books. Amazon have, for example, I Think I Might Be Autistic: A Guide to Autism Spectrum Disorder Diagnosis and Self-Discovery for Adults